Thursday, April 29, 2010


Today there was a farewell for one of my best friends...This post is dedicated entirely to him.... I am nt having much words to say abt him but just wanted to say "He lives his life"....long way to go pal... reach ur destiny....

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Small Poem!!!!

Far away from the shore,
The glittering rays of sun
Pierce the water
To touch the sea bed
To feel the softness
To find grace and solitude
You may find the comfort You seek
At Your heart deep down
Crave for it
Go for it....

Monday, March 22, 2010

Story Time

The day started as usual by Ans waking up hearing the words of Swami Dayananda in TV.. "Oh!!! Really these are thought provoking words...God I am hearing so much thoughts and not able to pratice even a very simple one...hmmm today i must execute atleast one of the advice that swami gives.."thought Ans. With these thoughts in mind he went out for the morning walk.

The morning breeze filled his heart with kindness and warmth. After his 30 min walk he reached home and switched on the PC.."Gosh.. connecting to the wireless world.. The world has become a short place to live in..ordering knives from america,buying phones from UK..Courtesy to ebay...This world is close enough.."an array of thoughts passed through Ans' mind.. With the morning Tea in his hands he skimmed thru the mails he recieved and wandered through the Mafia Game and Travian sites... Satisfied with the numbers seeing in the screen,he was thinking abt updating his blog..

"Hey Ans, here comes ur news paper", mom calls from the front door.. "Ohhh.. i shud read it before my dad sees the newspaper", Ans rushes to the front door and snatches away the paper from newspaper boy. "Wish I could also get a garland like the one Maywati got",Ans's thoughts started churning inside his mind while scanning through the paper. "Indecent roads, Crime rate increasing, Indo-China relationship worsens, stock market price falls down, things are not at all looking good, it seems.Time to think abt taking that break I have been thinking for a loooong time",the words were flowing frm Ans' mind...

Enough with the newspaper, time to pack up things and get ready to office.. Shut down the computer and started turning towards bathroom,"hugh,,need to turn on the motor", mom is calling out to check the water level in the water tank before getting into the bath room. It seems like mom is so particular in getting all the work done by Ans alone..."Time to get married" thought Ans while taking the the steps to the terrace where the water tank is placed. Satisfied with the water level, Ans resumed his water sports by entering into the narrow kingdom of bathroom.Ofcourse, this particular place Ans is so fond of since it is the place where his artistic talents in Singing(yes the word is correct Singing) come into action. Any other place, he will be acknowledged HEAVILY by the persons surrounding him. So the only place where he could demonstrate his TALENT in singing is bathroom.The concert lasted for 15 minutes and Ans was brought back into the real world.

"What could be the breakfast?Hope atleast today i will be having chutney along with the Dosai..mommmm...mommmm whats in for today with dosai??", with out any control in the sound the words came out frm Ans' mouth. "hmmm its easier said than done,today we will be having chammanthy instead of Chutney since it will be a wastage of things if u do not complete ur chutney" There goes the dreams of having a wonderfull breakfast with the wonderfull things that Ans has dreamed of....

Sunday, March 21, 2010


Today I had a great day..

In the morning I was thinking abt how to spend my time... but after some time,everything has changed and I was involved in lots of activities, a family meeting, tidycity discussion and then treat...Just as now sitting in my favourite place in my home(in front of my pc), I was thinking abt how this happened... i mean the transformation of a dull day into a very active day.. its due to the change in attitude, it seems.. Morning I was thinking that today there is nothing to do.. then suddenly instead of thinking a lot, I started to act which changed the whole chain of events...

Again, thinking about the same in a broader perspective, will things work out the same way all the times if we have another attitude? the answer to that question according to me will be is something which is not at all predictable..u cannot change the things but u can change the way u look at things in life by changing the way u see things or hear things...

You may not be able to change the world, but you can change yourself...

Sunday, March 7, 2010


Today evening when I was simply chatting wit my frnds, the topic of marriage came into the discussion. The question that arised was "Why marriage?" a really simple question..but that simple question created a lot of questions n conflicts in my mind...I believe in leading a life which is a very normal one... it contains the usual saga of getting married, having kids, n growing them up n then death.. I tried to answer the question by reciting the above points but r they really answers.. and how abt the accuracy of my answers??Am I right? the counter question I received were wil we get the happiness we thought about by marrying some person?? Frankly speaking, I dont know ...but I know one thing.. It was my parents who sacrificed their thought their aims,their aspiration and brought up me upto this level..again there are lot of counter arguments if we think abt it

I stopped thinking abt counter arguments n all the things but my thinking is only this much...If my parents reached so far after all the normal so called struggles in life and if they find happiness in it now, I love n like that happiness and I am after that happiness which they are having now....

Thursday, February 11, 2010


ചിന്തകള്‍ കാടു കയറുമ്പോള്‍ എന്ത് ചെയ്യണം എന്ന് ഞാന്‍ ആലോചിക്കാറുണ്ട്? ചില നേരങ്ങളില്‍ വെറുതെ ചിന്തിച്ചിരിക്കാന്‍ തോന്നും... ലോകത്തെ നോക്കി പരിഹസിക്കാം... അതോ ലോകമാണോ നമ്മളെ നോക്കി പരിഹസിക്കുന്നത് .... രണ്ടായാലും എന്താ പ്രശ്നം അല്ലെ?? ചിന്തകള്‍ക്ക് മനുഷ്യനെ വളര്‍ത്താനും തളര്തനും ശക്തിയുണ്ട് എന്ന് കേട്ടിട്ടുണ്ട് അത് എന്തെ അനുഭവത്തില്‍ നിന്നും എനിക്ക് ബോധ്യമായിട്ടുള്ള കാര്യമാണ്... വല്യ കാര്യങ്ങള്‍ ഒന്നും എനിക്ക് എഴുതാന്‍ അറിയില്ല.. പക്ഷെ മനസ്സില തോന്നിയ ചില കാര്യങ്ങള്‍ ഇപ്പോള്‍ പറഞ്ഞു എന്നെ ഉള്ളൂ..

Tuesday, January 12, 2010


It is really disheartening to see the way in which things move in our current governing system.. The main road which goes near my house has been in a very pathetic situation for a long time ( around 2 yrs). It all started with the Drinking water project. Unfortunately the main pipeline from aruvikkara to city goes thru this road only... From that time onwards we are suffering due to bad road.. the panchayat ppl wont properly maintain the road.. they will be blaimng the water authrity or the company which took contract for the pipeline laying works.. the one regular thing thats happening is blame game.. i dont know what these people are getting out of it...

The system over here shud change....